Namaste Beautiful One!
Today’s Moon is in the waxing gibbous phase and will be until 4:44 a.m. on Sunday, July 5 when we reach July’s Blessing Moon. This is when the moon will be full and blessing us with wishes coming true! From now until Sunday, the sacral chakra or the svadhisthana chakra is being pulled by the Moon’s energy. This is the watery, emotional realm and boy have I been feeling this.
Last night, I could not sleep and sleep was one of my new moon intentions for the rest of 2020 and beyond! Restless legs were bothering me. My restless soul was bothering me. What was causing all this dukkha? Do you remember what the Sanskrit word dukkha means? It is when the wheel comes off of it’s axil. Our beings are the wheel. Then I realized I did not do the journaling that I recommended yesterday. So, after midnight, I began journaling on exactly what I want in my life to prepare for this upcoming Blessing Moon.
Also, I had to acknowledge that I was feeling a lot of emotions because this week, two males in my family had to have surgery. Both surgeries are now over and they are both doing very well. My dad had to get a new pace maker and my world, my grandson, had oral surgery this morning.
My love of my life, Michael, my four year old grandson was scheduled to get oral surgery on Monday this week and I had him Friday through Monday morning. The surgery center never called to let his mom know the time although she called and emailed many times. So, here we are waiting for them to open at 8:00 a.m. to find out what to do.
A little after 8:00 a.m., my grandson’s Mommy tells me the surgery is scheduled for 1:00 p.m. Now, he’s not supposed to eat until after surgery which could be 3:00 p.m. He’s only four years old. He’s been asking me for banana pancakes and bacon since 6:00 a.m. and I’ve been stalling him.
I started to get upset thinking that this is already traumatizing. My mind moves into a memory when I was eight years old and was admitted into the into the hospital for a week with stomach issues and how scary that was. Then, I remember getting oral surgery when I was fourteen and how horrific that was, which is a story for another time.
As a spiritual person and mentor, sometimes we can get a false attitude of why is this happeninig to me. I’m living in high vibrations, this should not be happening to me. Well, that’s just not reality. When we reel our real selves in, our high vibes is how we navigate our lives.
Immediately, I realized I was headed down the wrong emotional alley! So, I stepped out of the drama and into the truth that everything is happening for us and actually, there is a gift here. Then, I went into a visualized meditation of entering a Pyramid of Light inside of my own sacral/svadhisthaha chakra. This did not take long. I did it within a couple of intense, purely focused moments. But in this space, I tuned into my higher self or in yoga, the Jivatman, the part of me that is always connected to God. So, this is my Godself. Then, I invited in the dental surgery center and the actual dentist’s office and asked for all involved in my grandson’s surgery to meet me here in their God self and please do what was best for Michael. I did not ask for specifics. I only asked for Michael’s highest good to prevail. Within forty five minutes, his mom texted me and said they had to reschedule the surgery for 8:00 a.m. on Thursday, which was today. My heart leaped in gratitude!
When we create from a place of love and not a personal agenda, I believe we let God in to take the wheel of our lives. That is how I got out of dukkha and my being back on it’s axis.
Now, I’d like to share with you about one of my other loves of my life, my daughter, Abigail! As if being a mom is not enough to literally take your heart and have it outside of you all the time, having a grandchild exemplifies that. This magical daughter of mine is having a baby girl with her beautiful, magical partner.
Another grandbaby is now on the way and is due around Christmas! For all of the grandmothers out there that already have more than one grandchild, you know how your heart can expand. My heart’s expansion already feels like it’s full of blooming wild flowers and I am so grateful for what is coming!
Wishing each of you a thoroughly terrific Thursday! And remember, the Blessing Moon is coming! Keep focused on what it is that you want! xoxoxo
Love & Magic,
Parvati Victoria Goodwin,
Holistic Coach & Healer
P.S. I am planning a Goddess Retreat at my magical beach home on the August’s New Moon weekend of August 21 – 22, 2020. It is a weekend to Reveal the Magic within you! SAVE THE DATE